...tp mama x boleh gigit...saye keras....

Had a conversation with adib last nite....

Mama; Muka Adib macam muka abah la
Adib; Dakla, macam muka mama la
Mama; Dak, mama tgk mcm muka abah ja
Adib; Hai, muka mama la.... kan mama makan adib!
Mama; Bila mama makan adib?
Adib; la....kan mama makan adib sama annur, kan adib baby dok perut mama! 
Mama; OoOoOo
Adib; ha, tu la... mama makan adib.... tp mama x boleh gigit, sebab saye keras!
Mama; yg tu mama ngandung la, abang... bukan mama makan abang!

Anak Bujang Mama

Sian anak mama....

Semalam masa mama sakit, Abang tolong picit kepala mama, Abang tolong urut badan mama.... Hilang semua kesakitan mama bila dalam tidur rasa ada tangan kecik jelum kepala mama... bila mama buka mata; "Mama sakit ke? tu la, mama minum milo byk sgt...kan Adib dah kata?"

Arini....start kol 3pg...

Abang muntah, cirit x brenti....confirm, Abang bjangkit dgn mama.... 

Sian anak mama....

Sedih bila Abang kata, "Tolong picit pala Adib sat".... Abang, wpun Abang x suruh pun mama akan picitkan....

Kol 5 pg, Abang pesan pulak, "Mama, tolong talipon Mak Ciah, abaq Adib sakit".....

Adib...Adib....

02.03.2011

27.02.2007

i was told that i would be undergoing elective c-section for big baby, estimated weight 4kg... no wonder i gained weight for 20 kilos! and did had diabetic during pregnancy....according to the nurses, it was due to Anmum intake....patut la..to all mom-to-be...be aware, Anmum contains alot of sugar!

02.03.2007

8.00am

papa tolak mama ke OT...tup tap tup tap...my baby boy was born at 10.30am... menitik air mata mama saat dr tunjuk baby kat mama....cant help myself, immediately reminded me to Firdaus...only after a year he left us, Allah gave us another baby boy...how much i was blessed by Him...alhamdulillah

I gave his name, Adib 'Irfan b Manzoor.... 'Irfan...the name i had prepared for arwah firdaus before....

02.03.2011

and today, u're 4 years old already...how time flies....

mama loves u so much...as much as papa n adik loves u

hopefully abang will grow up to be ANAK SOLEH MAMA

and above all, like u always say....i know ANAK MAMA HEBAT!

i love u so much, abang

with every breath that i take....

18 februari 2006

18.2.2011
Al-fatihah...
Hepi besday, my baby boy....
How i wish u're here to celebrate dia very special day with Apang n Anggun....
5 years....hows time flies....feels like yesterday i felt ur very first kick....

Muhammad Firdaus,
i'm very sorry...
5 years ago, i didnt take the chance to see ur face, to touch u....for d very first and last time....
sorry, baby....i dont have the guts to hold u, to kiss u, to hug u...
n now, how i miss the moment i gave birth to u...

Muhammad Firdaus,
how i miss u everytime i see apang n anggun's smile....
everytime i hear them laughing...
everytime they gimme a big hug n a blow me a kiss....
everytime, darling...everytime....

wateva to succeed? huh!

alhamdulillah....finished my assignment today...FINALLY!


byk betul dugaan nak abis first year study ni.....mmm....time constraint is most critical issue!
but wont share bout that now....


first year in my study makes me realize; PEOPLE WUD DO ANYTHING TO SUCCEED!!!
haha...dont be surprised, ada yg sanggup jd backstabber utk BERJAYA!
ada yg masa kita minta tlg, gave so much excuses! damn...i know u jus dont wanna help...dont gimme bullshits!
n theh; bila dia plak x dan siap asgmt, now is the time for 'em to beg for ur helps!!!
hey...its payback time, la....
bukan berdendam.....but its ur time la to rasa apa i rasa!
ada ada ilmu, ada kepandaian, simpan srg2
tp ada juga yg sgt pemurah, boleh kongsi bersama, w/pun belum cukup kenal


Question; is it worth it, even we're succeed?
looking back...
frens we left behind...
frens we dare to forget...
frens we take for granted....
frens...pls look back....


Ya, Allah....aku mencari ilmu...YANG PENUH KEBERKATAN.....

Rasa apa?

Rasa ngantuk...
Rasa letih...
Rasa sunyi...
Rasa semak...
Rasa sedih?...
Rasa sebak?...


Rasa semuanya...
Rasa perlu merubah segalanya....


2.19am
Taman Mewah, SP

at 3.00 am

3.00 am
Room F-5-19
Desasiswa Tekun, USM

Damn sleepy....but when i turn around and saw wallpaper of my 3 stooges on my lappy.....i'm recharged with enthusiasm!!!!
Mr Hubby, My Son n My Daughter.....doing all these for all of u....
this is not sacrifice, this is my responsibilty towards u....